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Loneliness

Feeling so much inside
But what it is, I don't know

The emotions are overwhelming
Crying became tear-less
It's getting harder to express what is inside

I wanted to tell somebody
But nobody understood
because I too, do not understand.

If only I could write my heart out
and let my emotions out...
If only I could cry my heart out
and let my tears flow...
If only I could have someone
to hug me and tell me it is alright...

If only.














Image titled: 15,000 white doves filled the skies.
Model: Kira Nova
Photographer: Lazyi Photography
Location: House of Nightmares, Columbus Ohio.

Trip home

Eidolon

Panting, Pulsing, Puffing

Enten auf dem Teich

Tripped out concert.: Sex Slaves

Sex Slaves Concert

blurred smoke

Cleveland sky

So Laura, my sister and myself were wandering through Cleveland the other day and these were some of the sights I saw.

View from the driver seat

So, I'm bored, looking for something fun and challenging. So I have set myself a challenge. To drive around at night and photograph 10 pictures from my driver seat and kep them interesting. Let me know if I did it right.

Masks!

Check out the latest from my mask series.

Pudding time

This is fashion model Spell; the images are from my messy headshots series.

Turn back now! This is dark and scary!

So, lately, I've been working on some dark, sad poetry. Here it is, please read it, but don't be worried about me, this is my therapy.


Note; side A
The weight takes away my breath,
crushing my very existence,
destroying my fragile soul.
I stumble through the darkness,
groping for reality,
praying for redemption.
I struggle to face the world each day,
fearing people,
avoiding life.
I stand alone in the choking black,
screaming,
pleading.


Questions in the Void
Can you hear the screaming in my head?
Can you see the tears in my heart?
How hard have you listened?
How long have you looked?
Can you feel the pain of my emotions?
Can you see the void in my soul?
How much have you cared?
How serious is our love?

Note: Side b
I lay awake at night,
Dreaming of the moment,
I can lay next to you.
I long for your touch,
remembering the moments together,
I long for those times again.
I know I pushed you away,
when I needed you the most,
I can't bear to think of it.
I hate myself for the thoughts I have,
Late at night, alone in my room,
I confront my demons with each passing of dusk.


Untitled: some random one liners.
I pray no one hears me screaming.
I know no one hears me crying.
I fear someone knowing I care.

Making models wet...

SO, lately I have had a fascination with getting models wet.
I think there is something erotic and sensual about water and a woman. It might be the taboo of privacy associated with a shower, it might be the feeling of the purity of the water with a sexual overtone, whatever the reason, I enjoy the carnality of these images.





This image is Missy Vinyl, this image makes me think of someone washing away their sins. I have titled in "Cleanse".



















This image is also of Missy Vinyl, I love the ghost effect it creates. I have titled this piece "Sheer passion".
















This is model Missy Kohut, I love her willingness to try new things. This piece is titled "Salacious".

















This is Model Alkemie, she is my long distance muse. This piece is titled " Amatory".















This is model Melissa, she came to me off my website, because she loved my work. This piece is called "bde-chen".